i have about 36 hrs before i hand in my thesis. depending on the second you talk to me, i’m either optimistic about how this is going or i’m an absolute stress case. the only time i can remember being stressed like this before was when i moved to london & when i moved here. and those stresses were more like ‘did i pack everything? have i cancelled the electric? am i doing something silly by leaving?’. they were as long lasting as this stress and definitely not as dramatic. i really have been fine one second & the next i’m crying. not b/c anything really happened, just i’m freaking out.
i am soooooooo getting shitfaced friday nite.
but now i’ll fixing up my results discussion chapter.