i think i am in a lack of sleep, allergy / hayfever induced, stressed state of ‘daze’. that’s the only way i can really think to describe it.
weighing heavily right now is a presentation due on saturday (as in tomorrow), a paper due on wed that i haven’t really started and my lack of thesis reading & thinking (to redefine or focus my topic).
yesterday i started work at 7a. had break in the afternoon n then worked 2 hrs in the eve. fell asleep pretty early, woke at midnite and worked for a few hours. went to bed about 3a. got up at 6a for work. am repeating the same schedule (i have to work tonite) although i’ll be there much longer tonite than i was last nite. currently i want to lie down and nap but i need to get some work done. i have that deer in the headlights feeling though which means i’m not getting enough work done.
and i havent been to pilates in ages again. which doesnt help my mental or physical state i think. argh.