i’ve realized that just the required weekly reading is about 300 pages a week. that doesn’t include the extra readings we should be doing for papers/reports. or the research & writing of papers. or the time required to think about what the papers & research are. i started to fall behind last week with all the time i spent looking for a place to live but this week i pretty much caught up (xcept for finance) and got ahead in some areas.
a couple days ago my throat started to feel scratchy. i can tell my voice is fucked and today i started to feel a lot worse. drank a big 2 litre container of OJ during class tonite.
i’ve been feeling pretty emotional of late. last week it was stress over the living situation and school. i’m stressing about money a bit. this week i’ve been feeling lonely and not sure i’ve done the right thing with my life and missing my friends & home.
last week about 45 min before i was leaving for class, i re-read the notes & realized i was supposed to hand in a 2 page report along with the presentation i prepared. this was right at the same time the war broke out so i was a bit distracted. i scrambled like crazy, debated if i should even go to class but showed up 25 min late with my paper (which was pretty shitty). turns out the paper is due this week, it was just the presentation last week.
what else to say? i’m hopefully moving on friday. fingers crossed that things don’t get messed up again.